Alex Zander’s DIARY OF A DAMNED MAN

It was mere minutes after Greg Duncan walked out of the back of the flat that my very good friend and producer Mark Williams and Kyle Eroche from New Orleans arrived walking into the front… Read More »She’s hot as a pepper, but smooth as a Mexican brew. So head for the border, and put in an order or two. The wings of the blackbird, will spread like an eagle for you.

Thursday October 24th 2023 possibly my last leisure bike ride of the year. Montrose Harbor Pier Halloween 2000 Humboldt Park Chicago Wrigleyville North Halloween Trivia 2023 with Max, Greg Drunken Duncan and Michael I’ve lived… Read More »Well anytime, any place, anywhere that I go. All the people seem to stop and stare. They say, “Why are you dressed like it’s Halloween?” “You look so absurd, you look so obscene!”

Post by Dan Milligan Saturday October 21, 2023 at 2:39 PM Hello, friends- Today, it is my unfortunate duty to deliver some truly horrible news. This past Thursday Bria Toulemonde, wife of my dear friend… Read More »“You can’t put your arms around a memory.”

On the Mk Ultra Sound Podcast with Alex last night. We discussed my music video Burning Planet, current events, my journey, our time together on the show, Ilker ReGen magazine and catching up. Exciting to… Read More »I loved you when you opened, Like a lily to the heat. I´m just another snowman, Standing in the rain and sleet, Who loved you with his frozen love. His second-hand physique. With all he is, and all he was. A thousand kisses deep.

Photo by Bob Hoeksema. Thanks BH! Well what do you know? I have time and energy to actually update this thing. Overall its been a very good month and it kicked off with Max Bravo’s… Read More »What do you want from life? Someone to love and somebody that you can trust. What do you want from life? To try and be happy while you do the nasty things you must.

So incredibly busy right now. I feel like I’ll never get caught up, but I’m sure as hell gonna try. There are not enough hours in a day or enough energy to get caught up… Read More »Mother,Tell your children not to walk my way. Tell your children not to hear my words. What they mean. What they say.

Andy said a lot of things, I stored them all away in my headSometimes when I can’t decide what I should do, I think what would Andy have saidHe’d probably say “You think too much,… Read More »year zero: the beginning of revolutionary change

Friday July 21, 2023 with Dave Ganz I logged off from work at 12 Noon and my train wasn’t departing till 255PM that afternoon. I thought I’d hang out around the west loop where the… Read More »Well, I’m frustrated. Outdated. I really want to be overrated. I’m a finder. And I’m a keeper. I’m not a loser and I ain’t no weeper

I have returned. And, “man alive”, have I been busy. Considering I normally work 10 hours a day from home, try to get biking in, as well as somehow managing to maintain the MK ULTRA… Read More »When she walks, watch, the sparks will fly. Firecrackin’ on the fourth of July (complete)

Thee are a lot of pages here that need updated with text/dialogue, I am so very very busy that its the last thing I need to take care of and is on the back burner… Read More »Please Stand By