Alex Zander’s DIARY OF A DAMNED MAN

I can’t remember how this got startedBut I can tell you exactly how it will end Every day is exactly the sameEvery day is exactly the sameThere is no love here and there is no… Read More »I can feel their eyes are watching
In case I lose myself again
Sometimes, I think I’m happy here
Sometimes, yet I still pretend

March 27 through the end of April which is when I’m updating this, Sunday April 30th 2023, was a virtual roller coaster ride of emotions, health, productivity affecting my life personally and professionally and that… Read More »We’ve only reached the third day of a seven-day binge. And I can already see your name disintegrating from my lips.

I woke at 5:45 AM on Sunday morning March 19th to get ready for another long day. This time I’d be taking an 8:30 AM train from Union Station to the end of the BNSF… Read More »On the silver screen,
you’re a part of every fantasy.
You gave me a dream,
that keeps me here with you.

A week before I planned to visit the The Art Institute of Chicago to view the exhibit Salvador Dalí: The Image Disappears I messaged Ashley who lives downtown but also loves art as much asI… Read More »In a bar that’s always closing. In a world where people shout. I don’t wanna talk this over. I don’t wanna talk it out. I was quite impressed until I hit the floor. Isn’t that what friends are for? Pain looks great on other people. That’s what they’re for. I was wrong.

Oy Vey! I had a very big burst of creative energy on Monday after work. I spent over 4 hours scouring an old computer for photos I’ve lost when my Facebook got hacked in June… Read More »Her eyes were cobalt red. Her voice was cobalt blue. I see no purple light, Crashing out of you. So just walk on in. Flowers on the razor wire.

This was the weekend I was supposed to be spending with friends in Indianapolis. Mega Bus has halted all trips to Indy and I couldn’t have been happier. 4 hrs each way on a bus… Read More »Cowboys ain’t easy to love and they’re harder to hold.
They’d rather give you a song than diamonds or gold.

I do believe there may be hope, though it’s too late for me. As soon as I wrap up some business I’m taking myself and my work to the burbs where it’s quiet and safe.… Read More »Buenos noches, oh senor, Senorita see ya later, Buenos noches, bye-bye.
Bye-bye, so long, farewell, Bye-bye, so long, sayonara, Bye-bye, au revoir, auf wiedersehen!

Hello dear readers. I’m playing catch up and will fill in the blanks of the photos below and be adding more over the next 24 hrs. Josh and I have been diligently working on the… Read More »“We’re all gonna rock to the rules that I make, I wanna be elected” – Alice Cooper