Alex Zander’s DIARY OF A DAMNED MAN
I can’t imagine growin’ old with anyone. Marching to a different drum, I hear a different song. I swear I love ’em all, I don’t care if they’re small, I don’t care if they’re tall, I love ’em anyway.
Spring/Summer Chicago. Yesterday in the 80’s and sunny. Today kicking off the weekend rain and overcast. Yesterday 5/16/2023 approx. 5 PM Pneumonia Front sends temps plummeting: As the evening sets in, temperatures will rapidly drop… Read More »I can’t imagine growin’ old with anyone. Marching to a different drum, I hear a different song. I swear I love ’em all, I don’t care if they’re small, I don’t care if they’re tall, I love ’em anyway.
Let’s fly way up to the clouds. Away from the maddening crowds. We can sing in the glow of a star that I know of. Where lovers enjoy peace of mind. Let us leave the confusion and all disillusion behind. Just like birds of a feather, a rainbow together we’ll find.
Had one of the most amazing days Sunday 5/7/2023 and Ron Onesti bought us (AZ, Amy Abramite and Bob Hoeksema) dinner at CLUB ARCADA a cool 1920s Speakeasy with an original feel of the Roaring… Read More »Let’s fly way up to the clouds. Away from the maddening crowds. We can sing in the glow of a star that I know of. Where lovers enjoy peace of mind. Let us leave the confusion and all disillusion behind. Just like birds of a feather, a rainbow together we’ll find.
Danger in the rear view mirror, There’s trouble in the wind. Madness bringing up the rear, The menace is loose again. She looks so fuckin’ good So sexy and so frail. Something got the bite on me, I’m goin’ straight to hell.
Sunday April 30th I was on the Red Line after an appointment and bumped into Max who was on his way to a movie. We stopped at Tac Quick and had a drink. I still… Read More »Danger in the rear view mirror, There’s trouble in the wind. Madness bringing up the rear, The menace is loose again. She looks so fuckin’ good So sexy and so frail. Something got the bite on me, I’m goin’ straight to hell.
Feel the fire, feel my love inside you it’s so right. There’s the sound and the smell of love in my mind. I’m a toy, come and play with me, say the word now. Wrap your legs around mine and ride me tonight.
Planning to attend this years EXXOTICA event Detroit Jason and I decided ahead of time this would likely be or last. I have a very good feeling it will be Larry’s last for certain. My… Read More »Feel the fire, feel my love inside you it’s so right. There’s the sound and the smell of love in my mind. I’m a toy, come and play with me, say the word now. Wrap your legs around mine and ride me tonight.
This city, this place, Is burning down from the inside, an eternal flame. In the hallway where I carve my name, Only to watch it burn away to ashes, nothing left to say.
I’m feeling sick of thisI need to get awayI’m making no progressCan’t find a will to stay So just forget meAnd watch me drift awayAnother place another timeI’ll be another faceless name But I will… Read More »This city, this place, Is burning down from the inside, an eternal flame. In the hallway where I carve my name, Only to watch it burn away to ashes, nothing left to say.
I can feel their eyes are watching
In case I lose myself again
Sometimes, I think I’m happy here
Sometimes, yet I still pretend
I can’t remember how this got startedBut I can tell you exactly how it will end Every day is exactly the sameEvery day is exactly the sameThere is no love here and there is no… Read More »I can feel their eyes are watching
In case I lose myself again
Sometimes, I think I’m happy here
Sometimes, yet I still pretend
We’ve only reached the third day of a seven-day binge. And I can already see your name disintegrating from my lips.
March 27 through the end of April which is when I’m updating this, Sunday April 30th 2023, was a virtual roller coaster ride of emotions, health, productivity affecting my life personally and professionally and that… Read More »We’ve only reached the third day of a seven-day binge. And I can already see your name disintegrating from my lips.
On the silver screen,
you’re a part of every fantasy.
You gave me a dream,
that keeps me here with you.
I woke at 5:45 AM on Sunday morning March 19th to get ready for another long day. This time I’d be taking an 8:30 AM train from Union Station to the end of the BNSF… Read More »On the silver screen,
you’re a part of every fantasy.
You gave me a dream,
that keeps me here with you.
In a bar that’s always closing. In a world where people shout. I don’t wanna talk this over. I don’t wanna talk it out. I was quite impressed until I hit the floor. Isn’t that what friends are for? Pain looks great on other people. That’s what they’re for. I was wrong.
A week before I planned to visit the The Art Institute of Chicago to view the exhibit Salvador Dalí: The Image Disappears I messaged Ashley who lives downtown but also loves art as much asI… Read More »In a bar that’s always closing. In a world where people shout. I don’t wanna talk this over. I don’t wanna talk it out. I was quite impressed until I hit the floor. Isn’t that what friends are for? Pain looks great on other people. That’s what they’re for. I was wrong.