{"id":22681,"date":"2026-09-22T08:13:37","date_gmt":"2026-09-22T13:13:37","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/mkultramagazine.com\/?p=22681"},"modified":"2026-09-22T10:56:33","modified_gmt":"2026-09-22T15:56:33","slug":"i-woke-up-everyday-afraid-my-so-called-faith-went-up-in-flames-and-i-believed-in-all-your-lies-for-the-life-of-me-i-dont-know-why","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/mkultramagazine.com\/?p=22681","title":{"rendered":"I woke up everyday afraid. My so-called faith went up in flames. And I believed in all your lies. For the life of me I don’t know why."},"content":{"rendered":"
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My good longtime friend and former MK ULTRA partner-in-crime Creepy\/Jeff Brown was kind enough to order and have sent to me Alicia Witts latest offering “Between Heaven and Earth” Sea Glass Turquoise Swirl Double Vinyl and my MAJOR AWARD arrived last evening as I was setting out to get petitions signed with the go-getter Nicole Edelman to get her on the ballot to run for 46th Ward Alderman. Jeff, you’re such a great friend thank you sooooo much. I’ll be getting it signed this Saturday when Alicia returns the the venue SPACE in Evanston. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Singer-songwriter and award-winning actor Alicia Witt released her new album “Between Heaven and Earth” on August 28 via Thirty Tigers. Recorded in January 2026 in New York City with acclaimed musician and producer Joe Henry, the album is inspired by the enduring influence of filmmaker David Lynch, Witt’s longtime collaborator, mentor, and friend.<\/p>\n\n\n

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The Old Man: It’s a Major Award!
Swede: A Major Award? Shucks, I wouldn’t know that.
The Old Man: It’s a Major Award. I won it!
Swede: Damn, hell, you say won it?
The Old Man: Yeah, mind power, Swede; mind power.<\/p>\n\n\n

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“Fra- gee- lay!, it must be Italian.”<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n

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My good longtime friend and former MK ULTRA partner-in-crime Creepy\/Jeff Brown was kind enough to order and have sent to me Alicia Witts latest offering “Between Heaven and Earth” Sea Glass Turquoise Swirl Double Vinyl and my MAJOR AWARD arrived last evening as I was setting out to get petitions signed with the go-getter Nicole… Read More »I woke up everyday afraid. My so-called faith went up in flames. And I believed in all your lies. For the life of me I don’t know why.<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":22682,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_coblocks_attr":"","_coblocks_dimensions":"","_coblocks_responsive_height":"","_coblocks_accordion_ie_support":"","neve_meta_sidebar":"","neve_meta_container":"","neve_meta_enable_content_width":"","neve_meta_content_width":0,"neve_meta_title_alignment":"","neve_meta_author_avatar":"","neve_post_elements_order":"","neve_meta_disable_header":"","neve_meta_disable_footer":"","neve_meta_disable_title":"","ngg_post_thumbnail":0,"_themeisle_gutenberg_block_has_review":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[10],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-22681","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-diary-of-a-damned-man"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/mkultramagazine.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/22681","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/mkultramagazine.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/mkultramagazine.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mkultramagazine.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mkultramagazine.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=22681"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/mkultramagazine.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/22681\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":22694,"href":"https:\/\/mkultramagazine.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/22681\/revisions\/22694"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mkultramagazine.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/22682"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/mkultramagazine.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=22681"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mkultramagazine.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=22681"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mkultramagazine.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=22681"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}